This is a throwback from September 28, 2007. But it’s a great reminder to myself that Im a BOSS! And so are You. We are stronger than we believe. Wow, it’s been 3 months since i started this blog. I thought i’d be writing on a daily basis. Ha! Well, i guess it’s time for an update. A day or so after i started the blog, my computer crashed. It took a while to get it fixed. Once it was fixed i tried to go online and for some still unknown reason, my internet wasn’t working. So that was about 3 hours and several call sessions with the Verizon technical folks to get that issue fixed. Then procrastination set in. Well actually i couldn’t think of a darn thing to say, except to complain about my kids not giving me a moment of peace to have one complete thought. But i figured why get on the blog just to complain?
We were as green As that immature leaf Unsampled and discarded Then the sun smiled Over and again Canary, gold, orange, crimson Warming our faces Sprinkling star dust onto our shoulders Ripening the fruit embedded beneath our ribs Until dahlia vines grew around us Binding, cementing our fate Budding red leaves sprouting out thru our pores Inviting, encouraging Succumbing we tasted the blush of Delectable Euphoria ~QaaliFLOWERS ~QaaliFLOWERS
It took almost losing my soul To find your love I met what I imagined to be a boy But was presented a man And the realities that I assumed Only to be dreams now bring up the sun Each day The bandage I wore To piece together My heart Has become a shield Over my eyes Fore I see no one But you…Ninkayga
To say that I “love” u would be a grave understatement i breathe in the sweetness that u breathe out from ur lungs I hear ur voice b4 u prepare ur palette to utter the poetry that sings from ur speech Gacaliye, I’d open a vein for u
Amor dulce, oh how I crave you Like a fat child with an overgrown sweet tooth I must give you the whole truth I’ve never indulged in anything like you You are pure energy that gives life to me A glucose IV inside me keeping my blood sweet with each heartbeat And your flavor…mmmm, top lip is caramel, bottom lip chocolate Your tongue holds the cherry and oh my sweet, I want it I’m about to lose myself but please don’t trip Just stay sweet as I descend and I won’t quit My mouth trails along your neck and lips get sugar-coated Fingers sunken into hair that’s like cotton candy exploded Too much sugar is no good, my mind has forboded But I don’t care cuz I’m dulce overloaded Your aroma is so sweet it seduces my nose Moves south and gently kisses where my lust grows Then even lower to stop and suckle my toes I need an intervention
It was a spiritual revival For my senses and All other men ceased to exist Even women became nothing but mere dandelions surrounding us An encompassing halo of delicate tears Their joyous envy sugar and salt confuse together If i could exude visually how you heal my soul’s battle wounds my beauty would be an assualt on all things previously held in high esteem for their asthetic emaculateness Because of this gift that comes to me wearing your form I can no longer find fault in our, once, defective world For i have been favoured over all other creation No longer wandering idle, naked, alone through a thorny garden Protected, I’m cloaked in this royal fabric That is your love
My youth writes this: I’ve always loved you. In my infancy the angels told me to be patient He’s running late, they said My heart numbed in an enduced coma Until we both finally arrived at destiny You were not late at all In my eagerness i arrived too soon Anxiously awaiting what seemed a mirage And those who attempted to shake us did us favor Their rumbling blended us together My thoughts were ur thoughts Your needs equaled mine Our desires identical But this life is a test… My tears write this: Waking without you nxt me is… Is like waking with no blood in my veins As if roles reverse I’ve become Cilmi Stricken by a love for Hodan with such intensity that the phrase ‘lovesick’ becomes only a sneeze of infatuation Feeling my soul’s preparation for its last journey I beg the Creator of all things to defy mortal physics I plead for the sea between us